diana lee is devastated.
mochi left.

bloody fuck. what's wrong?!

OHHHHH. I LIKE THIS MAN!!! GORGEOUS~~~~~

this is going to be a boring post.








we went to dbl o on fri night. it was fun but damn hot! free entrance, drinks were free till 11pm. there was this girl who climbed up the railing and started dancing. it was so dangerous lah. cant imagine if she falls, the people below will be flatten right? most of the people left early so it was only rod, bf and me left. haha. a fight almost broke out at the table we were near to. and when we left, we saw a guy sitting on the ground being treated by medics. haha.

so sat we happily went to powerhouse cause both chua qing and bridget asked me to. also, thinking it was free entry. unfortunately we missed the timing by 5 damn minutes! haha. but luckily bridget managed to sign me and rod in. so only bf and junlong have to pay. haha. went to bridget's table for awhile and we decided to go to the dance floor. but bloody hell, it was damn crowded! so we went to have a drink before heading to find chua qing. haha.

dance, dance, dance. drink, drink, drink. talk, talk, talk.

and dear diana lee decided to drink so much on an empty stomach that she was feeling so so horrible. and this girl decided to pull her to dance without knowing who she is in the first place! the whole thing was so funny. so i just so called dance with her cause it was chua qing's friend. bf came over to find me. and suddenly a fight broke out. poor bf got hit by some idiots who cant aim properly while he was trying to break the fight lah. =(

all the bouncers gathered to find fault or something lah. i dont even know what really happened to be exact. so the things were settled outside the club. someone called my name and i dont even know who called me. and they were trying to force this guy to get in the cab. i only sort of remembered some girl saying 'you're the girl he like is it?' ya ya, everyone loves diana. lol.

and that weird girl who pulled me to dance was ask by another if she knew us. crazy people lah. everyone's like so damn drunk or something. but i know i was feeling god damn terrible and sleepy.

i dont remember any names, i only remember some faces. and i'm so sad cause i cant find bridget that night! =(

poor bf have to send me home and put me to bed. that's the end of the havoc night. haha.

for those who know what i've been going through these days, thanks for the support.

for those who dont, it's time for me to voice out. i was sexually harassed by my boss during a overseas BUSINESS trip. how great isnt it? in the name of a business trip. i think he had it planned all along. thinking that i'd be that good little kitten who wouldn't report the case to HR and the SPF, you're totally wrong! i'm not that kind of person who will keep quiet about this kind of issue. i'm not in the wrong. i'm going sue him for outraging my modesty and get some compensation if possible.

now that he was ask to leave, i suppose he would be seeking revenge on me soon. the big boss advised me to be very careful from now on. i'm glad he's on my side.

anyways no one really knows how i've been trying to cope these few days. do you know the feeling of feeling dirty? the amount of effort i took to act as per normal during the past few days? the emotions i had to go through when it happened? and try to hide my emotions from bf so as not to let him worry that much?

and gui gui left me suddenly today. not even giving me any signs that he was leaving. i was so devastated to wake up and see him lying there not moving at all. and because i'm so damn broke now i cant afford him a proper cremation service. =(

and i burnt my pot of soup just now. and it went totally black. i bet it would have burst into flames should i be a second later. smoke gushed out. i was literally choking on smoke! and this is how it looks like. haha.



something on the lighter side, we went to vittles for dinner last weekend. mutton is one of my favourite!








p.s....

darling i know you're very worried for me but i promise you that i'll be fine okays? i am strong and i will be. i really didnt expect him to break the trust we had by doing such things to me. i will be very careful from now onwards so as not to let you worry. i know you had a hard time trying to make sure that i was okay and to help me through this period of time cheering me up and giving in to me as much as possible.





i love you!!

13 may 2009. the most tormenting day of my life.

for those who already know, thank you so much. for all the support and help you've given me directly or indirectly, especially those who are standing by me encouraging me to take action about this issue, cheering me up. but it proved harder than i thought cause it didnt happen in singapore.

i really need all the help i can and give him back what he deserves.

special thanks to bridget and bf, all my friends (jes, shaun, cw, alvin etc) for providing me so so much help and support. i'll do a proper post soon.

thank you once again.

i believe she is breaking down. really.

go to geylang if you need a whore. fucker.

All men are rapist, and that's all they are. They rape us with their eyes, their laws, and their codes.
- Marilyn French